I saw my doctor for a recheck and we discussed my health. She suggests I attend a cancer support group meetings at our hospital. I think its a good idea. I am too isolated here. We do not go anywhere or do anything. I thought the whole point of getting a retirement home in the mountains was to enjoy the mountains and the waterfalls etc Now I find my husband does not like to drive on these mountain roads. The only new waterfall I have seen was when my son Robert came to visit and took me to Tallulah Falls in Georgia. If this keeps up I want to move back to Florida. At least I have friends and family down there. I am seriously worried about my husband. Last night he called me to look at this light outside the living room window. It was just a reflection from the lights in the computer room. Something I would not even have noticed. What scared me was this. His mother at 78 started calling us over to her house in Florida (she lived right behind us) to look at this light reflection. We would get there and try to explain to her it was just a reflection in her tv screen. She passed away at 78 but I am sure there was either some dementia or alzheimer going on. This is the second time my husband has
mentioned a strange light. The first time it was in the middle of the night. And it was across the woods behind our house near the airport runway. Very worrying to me. I hope it does not escalate.
So, my doctor said I could not really take any bone enhancing drugs to build up my jaw bone because
of my past with cancer. Something about, that which makes bone regrow also could make cancer regrow. So I will just pray a lot and hope I don't outlive my jawbone. ha. Then we dealt with my panic attacks. Like when my neighbor died suddenly and I felt like I was having a heart attack.
And just the other day when my tooth broke off and I freaked out. So I now have anti anxiety medicine to use as needed. I have not needed it yet. But the day I see the dentist you can bet I will take
So, this post was about rainbows. Since we moved to the mountains with such a gorgeous view I have
watched for rainbows. Because stretched across our valley they are just so beautiful. If only I had
a camera which would take in the entire rainbow. I believe they said we are 30 inches above normal in rainfall. Isn't that unbelievable? Also, the Fall leaf color will be drab due to all this rain. Dryness makes for better leaf color. So sad that the tree's have to suffer so we can all see beautiful Fall leaves. There is an analogy in there somewhere. Maybe suffering creates beauty. Not sure. We will be going back to Florida in November. We are not sure about seeing Glacier Park in Montana this September due to all the fires in Idaho which is very close to the top of Montana. Sigh. I feel the clock ticking. Tick Tick Tick. There are only so many chances to do what you want. Grab it.
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